Day n Date: Dis 27,2009, Sunday.
Model: Me, Amirah, Mak, Ayah, Pak Anjang n Mak Anjang
Kak Syadah whole family..
Mood: Giler2
Pak Anjang: Rambang mata nak pilih..semua cantik..
Ayah: Bawak lori pon xcukup...
Ohh.. my great holiday with my sisters.. I`m very happy spent all my time together with them. Just after I`m having a little bit of infected feeling going through my life. The disappointments disappeared as the heavy rains accompanied my journey… what a great moment I guest!! Hahaha.. After finished my class on Thursday, I went to my sis’s house at Bandar Baru Bangi as she told me that we are going to Melaka after Maghrib`s prayer on the same day..
Me and Ayumi
On the first day, my sisters, Qider n her lovely husband, Mr. Teddy and Ayumi, and of course me, myself savour every mouthful of our breakfast. Nasi lemak pandan, mee goreng nanas, mee sup, toasts with baked beans, pan cake, and etc.. Just like lunch hour..Hahaha.. Since that day was Friday, so Mr. Teddy have to go for Jumaat prayer.
.Qider and her hubby, Mr. Teddy
After that, we all went to Eye On
scary..
Then, I saw Menara Taming Sari, and sound out loud to Qider, “Kakak, macam Space Shot ja.. hahaha”After having our lunch, we decided to watch a movie at cinema when the day started raining outside… Poor day, so we just have indoor activities. But we are really enjoyed watching Storm Warriors II.Then, we went to Heritage Gallery. After Maghrib prayer, we just grabbed something as souvenirs. I just bought two t-shirts and some cute keychain for my roommate(actually roommates..) and also my friends too..
Cute key chain
We arrived at the Naza Hotel almost 11.00 p.m..Really tired for a journey opposite the car park actual direction at Dataran Pahlawan..
With a tired face..huh..
Kaum munafiqun berkepala Abdullah bin Ubai bersorak gembira akan peluang itu untuk memburuk-burukkan islam dan dirinya yang suci. Namun Rasulullah SAW hanya boleh terdiam diri sahaja disebabkan penangguhan wahyu pada ketika itu.
Fitnah yang meluas akhirnya hampir menundukkan kebenaran apabila Rasulullah SAW dinasihati secara qiasan oleh Ali RA untuk menceraikan Aisya dalam syura baginda bersama sahabat. Usamah pula menasihati baginda agar meneruskan saja tanpa memperdulikan fitnah dusta musuh Allah.
Dalam sudut yang lain, apabila Aisya mendapat tahu akan fitnah itu maka air mata pun mula bercucuran membasahi pipinya yang putih kemerahan dan tiadalah lena malam-malamnya sehingga rasulullah menasihatinya;
“Cukuplah Aisya. Memang telah sampai ke pengetahuanku begini-begini. Sekiranya kau suci tidak bersalah, Allah akan menjelaskan kebersihan kau itu. Dan sekiranya kau bersalah, pohonlah keampunan dariNya serta bertaubatlah kepadaNya, kerana hamba yang mengakui kesalahannya kemudian bertaubat kepada Allah nescaya Allah akan menerima taubatnya itu.”
Maka bercucuranlah lagi air matanya dan berkata;
“Demi Allah, aku mengetahui segala sesuatu yang telah kamu dengar itu sehingga ianya meresap di dalam diri kamu dan kamu mempercayai semuanya. Di sini ku berkata: daku ini bersih demi Allah Dia mengetahui yang aku ini tidak bersalah, namun demikian pasti kamu tidak mempercayainya dan kalau aku mengaku sedang Allah mengetahui aku ini tidak bersalah nescaya kamu mempercayainya sebagai suatu yang benar, apa lagi yang hendak aku buat selain dari berucap apa yang telah diucapkan oleh ayah Saidina Yusuf.”
Dan Aisya pun melafazkan surah Yusuf ayat 18 yang bermaksud;
“Maka sabarlah yang lebih baik dan Allah lah tempat meminta pertolongan di atas segala apa yang kamu sebutkan itu.”
Dan tidak lama beberapa ketika selepas itu turunlah wahyu Allah dari surah an-Nur ayat 11 hingga 20 yang menyucikan kembali status Aisya dan rasulullah lantas tersenyum sambil berkata;
“Wahai Aisya, kini Allah telah pun mengisytiharkan kesucianmu dari segala noda.”
Kerana cinta Allah terus sudi memaafkan, dan kerana cinta jugalah kita seharusnya sudi memaafkan kesalahan orang lain hanya kerana mengharapkan kemaafan Allah. Ingatlah, kita mencintai mereka bukan kerana mereka mencintai kita, tetapi kerana perintah Allah agar mencintai mereka!
Katakan kepada diri, betapa sukar sekalipun, kau wajib memaafkan. Memang kadangkala ada tingkah lakunya, tutur katanya atau sikapnya yang terlalu menyakitkan hati… Ditahan-tahan rasa, ditutup-tutup mata, dipujuk-pujuk jiwa, tetapi kesalahan itu terbayang dan terkenang jua. Hendak melupakan? Ah, jauh sekali. Sekadar memaafkan pun begitu berat terasa di hati."
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you `die`
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Hmm… Malas btol nak wat keje hujan-hujan ni.. sejuknye… hehehe.. bru je lpas hantar Ika balik Umah Cikgu Finaz pg tadi. Lepas tu, terus pergi rumah Pak ngah. Ayah kata nak potong rambut. Lpas zohor, ke rumak Mak ndak sekejap. Ambil kerisik yg mak pesan. Hmm.. Tetido menunggu..
Tiba-tiba ternampak sumthing kat atas meja..
Menarik..!!
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"Atomen…!!!! Rabbit…!!!"
( berebut-rebut dgn adik lelaki aku)
Adik : Along mn buleh maen atomen ni lg...
Aku : Nak men gak!!( sambil merampas atomen drp adik aku)
Adik : Eeeee... cam budak-budak..
Aku : Ala... abg pon dh 13 thn la... Ingat budak-budak lagi ka? huh..
(Muke xpuas hati sambil terus main-main dgn patung atomen & rabbit.. hahaha)
Main- main sampai nak tetido.. Hehehe.. Best.. sebab ada lampu kelip-kelip merah kat chest atomen tu..
(Ayahku menggeleng-gelengkan kepala... hee..)