David Archuleta - crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

?Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
?Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Sweet day at Sg Klah Hot spring..

Theraphy walk.. Click..click.

Skill merebus telur 3/4 masak ditunjukkan.. Lada sulah bersama kicap manis dicari.. nyum3.. =)

Telur yang sedang direbus.. 5 bijik RM2..

Also in Theraphy Walk.. Gila sebentar sbb kne theraphy.. wawawawa..

Muke selepas beberapa jam bermandi-manda.. gagagagga

Ditempayan besar menyejukkan diri selepas berendam di dalam air panas... Best giler..

"Ibu, janji x buat lagi.. Janji xbuat lagi.."

Pakai tudung berbunge-bunge, xmasuk langsung ngn baju purple tuh.. hahaha
Bantai je la Labu....haha
pose lg.. adeh...

Mampukah diriku..?

Lemon tree - Fool`s Garden

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

Limitation..Patience..Spirit...

Berhari-hari memujuk diri supaya bersabar dan menerima segala ujian ini dengan redha. Ya Allah, berikanlah hamba-Mu ini sedikit kekuatan untuk bertahan.. Aku hampir berputus asa. Mengapa aku akhir-akhir ini mudah benar mengikut perasaan..?? Selama ini aku kuat menahan badai dan ombak, mungkinkah ombak dan badai kali ini lebih besar? Lebih mengganas? Tidak pernah kering air mata aku setiap kali aku mengadu pada-Nya.. Tidak pernah rasa ini aku kongsikan melainkan diri-Nya yang Maha Mengetahui akan segala-galanya.. Berhari-hari juga aku bertanyakan kepada diriku.

Salahkah aku..???

Aku tidak pernah terasa begitu tersentuh seperti ini.. Sungguh aku tak jangka. Hati ini lemah sebenarnya.. Tersentuh walaupun sedikit dicuit, mungkin juga tercuit.. Aku masih memujuk diri sendiri.. Adeh.. susah juga sebenarnya..

"La Tahzan Wala Taqaf..InnAllaha Ma`a na"

Seorang penyair pernah menyatakan,

Perapian mereka terlihat saat malam mulai gelap
dan pengiring unta mulai letih
serta penunjuk jalan telah kebingungan
Kurenungkan perapian itu
sedang fikiranku tidak menentukerana perpisahan
dan mataku sudah letih
Hatiku adalah hati seorang yang menderita
dan kerinduan yang mencengkamku
begitu mendalam
Kami bertanya
Kepada Yang Maha Melindungi
Lagi Yang diharapkan pertolongan Nya
dalam setiap musibah
masih adakah jalan keluar dari derita ini
Maka ternyata kami umpai Dia
Raja Yang berlimpah pemberianNya
Esa lagi Maha Agung

Aku sudah mampu tersenym seperti sediakala.. Saat teman-teman menjadi penghibur setia..
Terima kasih. yer!! Esok saye blanje mkan kat Open House( Dewan Besar)

Aku dan kehidupanku (8)

Miss a class again today. Not for the first time, but for may times..I don`t know whether because of my fault or anybody else. Still trying to hold the patience. Remembering his words..

"Awak kene kuat. Diaorang memang mcm tu. Suke buat tak kisah."

Perangai tak kisah golongan tersebut la membuatkan aku rasa.. Damn! Aku yang jadi mangsa. Almost 20 persons there doesn`t care anything.. I don`t want ur attention but just be responsible. I don`t know what you feel if ur at my place.
1 cent for a text massage suppose to be like 10,000$. Hmmm... its okay.. What can I do to pursue myself??

Hmmm... crying...T_T

Normal reaction..Common sense...

I trying to adapt all situations. Try my best to accept what ever coincidence.. I lost a little bit of motivation, maybe.. Hmm.. But its okay if I have been humiliated. I also can isolate myself. . I don`t know whether still can stand-with or not.. Because I`m a typical girl... (full of tears)

Sorry for being Hippocratic person in front of anyone.. Always cover my tears from anyone. Going to the class with such a happy go lucky face before was a fake! (not all)

Haha.. Tgh imagine..Bila la nak cuti.. Adeh.. lambatnya.. Malas nak ambil kisah psal klas lagi dah..
Lantak lah..

Tragedi OPEN HOUSE...

SITUASI 1
Dihalau oleh drebar bas Rapid KL
Monot :Jalan Ampang kat mana???(yg sebenarnya nak tanya tambang berapa..KE-nervouSs-AN Monot menyebabkan semua orang tak dapat naik bas.)
Pakcik Bas: Turun3..!!!!

SITUASI 2
Dihalau oleh drebar bas Rapid KL lagi sekali
Hasrul:(sambil menunjukkan tiket bas Rapid KL) Pakcik, tiket bas ni boleh guna lagi tak?
Monot yang berada d belakan Hasrul lantas menjalankan tugasnya yg kononnye nak cover kesilapan Hasrul.
Monot:Yang ni boleh gune??(Sambil menunjukkan not RM5)
Pakcik Bas: Turun3...!!!!

SITUASI 3
Baru berjaya naik bas kerana Monot berada di barisan paling belakang